Capricorn... Through and through

I was born on 3rd January, 1989 which puts me right in the middle of the Capricorn Zodiac sign. I have lately observed that everything that is written about a Capricorn's traits, either good or bad, applies directly to my nature.

I regularly follow these accounts on twitter-  @AllAboutCaps, @HeartCapricorn, @ZodiacFacts, and @ZodiacZone and re-tweet most of the stuff about Capricorns that is written on them, if I find that the statements written fit me to a T, which is mostly the case. The traits of Capricorns can be read on these accounts, or on the website that says the following about a Capricorn guy, some of them I am listing, others you can read on the website:

1) He is always enclosed within a strong wall, which is not too easy to breach. CHECK!

2) He is not too gregarious & outgoing, but his personality traits include determination and patience. CHECK!

3) He has fierce ambitions, which he pursues with a strong resolve. CHECK!

4) If you look at him casually, it may seem as if he prefers solitude to company. CHECK!

5) It's just that a Capricorn male is too shy to express his feeling openly. CHECK!

6) Another problem with him is that he doesn't know how to handle compliments. If and when he gets any, he becomes too embarrassed and may pass it off as a joke or ignore it altogether. CHECK!

7) He prefers to maintain a control over his emotions and displays composed manners, realistic actions and somber intentions. CHECK!

8) If you manage to peek inside his heart, you will see a charming person, who loves to dream, likes getting wet in the rain. CHECK!

9) He is a romantic at heart, but these feelings will not get displayed every now and then. As long as you know what he feels for you, it is enough for him. He doesn't need to tell the world that he loves you. You will have to slowly lure him out of his protective shell and encourage him to show his emotions. CHECK!

10) He is one of the few men who are very serious in their youth and tend to relax with age. When all your old classmates start developing wrinkles, he will look as well as act like a college-going guy. CHECK!

11) You will not have to worry much about loyalty. He literally worships family ties and wouldn't sacrifice them for short, meaningless flings. The family means you and the kids as well as his parents and siblings. It is better if you understand this and respect his other family too. You will be expected to be a good wife, good mother, good daughter-in-law and a good cook. CHECK!

12) Since he finds it very difficult to express his emotions, you better start training him in the art of romance at an early stage. CHECK!

13) When something is over for him, it's over forever and he never looks back again. CHECK!

14) Goes best with Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio and Pisces. NOT SURE! Though many of my best friends are actually Scorpions.

So I start to wonder if what I do, what I am, my nature, my habits, is it possible that they are the way they are because I was born on a certain date? The only logical answer I can think of is "NO"! Its not that my birth date, and the alignment of the stars on that day, had something to do with me being a Capricorn, but instead, I believe, my experiences, my childhood, everything I heard or saw in the world led towards me becoming the True Capricorn that I am now. If it hadn't been for those experiences I might not have fit the exact profile of a Capricorn.

The experience in 7th grade that made me grow up overnight into a person who was mature way beyond my own age. Having friends that are fun has let me keep my inner child and the fun loving playful guy inside me alive along with that maturity. The experience with modern day friendships (my own and by observation of other people around me) that led me to become the 'not easily trusting others' kinda guy that I am today. The situations and experiences that span nearly half a decade after my 11th grade which led me to become the guy that was not termed 'shy' anymore and I became a bit more relaxed. Even though in reality I might still be shy somewhere deep down inside. The experience of joining a new school in India, after spending a year completing my 6th grade in the USA, where I once again had nobody that knew me, taught me that if you show your emotion in today's world you would be laughed at. This is mostly why not many people know about all the artistic stuff I do, except my drawings. The traits I inherit from from parents also combined to make me what I am. From my father the traits of being an introvert, hard working, self-reliant, highly perseverant, having a common sense, using the brain that's been given to me to help people when they ask for help even if they later are not appreciative of your it, to be able to make a decision in life and foresee the risks involved if you take that decision and from my mother the traits of seeing through people's bullshit, how to read people and be able to know what goes on in their minds & to know what they feel without ever asking them, being able to judge their nature & their true intentions through their actions, to know when you are being lied to, to be practical in life and in your decisions. All this led me to become the perfect Capricorn that I am today.

This is what I thought, till I found out that according to the Chinese Zodiac I am a 'dragon'. According to a website the traits of a dragon are:

1) "The Dragon is one of the most powerful signs in the Chinese Zodiac. Lucky as well, Dragons are giving, intelligent and tenacious, know exactly what they want and are determined to get it." CHECK!

2) "It's ego that can get in the Dragon's way, but even so, this larger-than-life creature has a knack for initiating projects and keeping the troops motivated. According to Dragons, it's their natural born right to lead the way! As luck would have it, Dragons are likely to achieve considerable material wealth during their lifetime, although they aren't motivated by pursuit of the almighty dollar. Rather, they stick to their guns, even when they're firing blanks." CHECK!

3) "a creature which flails about and refuses to take defeat with even a modicum of grace. Question authority? That's our Dragon!" CHECK!

Now I don't know what to think! :P

Cheers to the Capricorns around the world.

Hulk Angry!! ..... But Why?!

Why is the Hulk always angry?
I have wondered this for  some time now! Why is it that when Bruce Banner turns into the Green Monster he, for the most part, has no emotion except anger.

Well I found the answer in an unexpected situation. I was going through the closet where I keep my clothes and had to rush out of home real fast so I picked up my favorite blue jeans that fit me quite well 2 weeks ago, when I wore them last. I wore it and went out of the house to the local market for some chores. By the time I came back to the house, nearly 30 minutes later, I was pretty angry too. See, over the past 2 weeks I've been eating like a maniac and sitting in a chair while coding, and as it turns out I've put on 2 kgs. My favorite pants, in size 32 waist, do not fit me anymore. I had lost a lot of weight in the last year (around 10 kgs) so that I had been wearing these pants after a period of 4 years, and I had been wearing them for a few months now. And now I don't fit into them anymore... AGAIN! Good thing I have a favorite blue jeans in 34 waist size which I get to wear now, and 36 waist size too which I'll get to wear again, soon it seems.

No wonder The Hulk is always angry. He has to wear pants which are the size that Bruce Banner wears. They are too tight for The Hulk. Every time he transforms into the Hulk he finds himself in Bruce's pants and never pants that are his size. He keeps wearing such tight pants for too long and its bound to cause him some medical defects. I'd be angry too if I had to wear tight pair of pants for too long, and even angrier if it was not my own decision to do so. My pants were only a few inches small for me now, and I was mad. Hulk's pants are waaaay too small for his size, I can imagine his anger. No wonder he likes to smash stuff, probably can't get those skin tight pants off of himself and has to take out his frustrations somehow.

Love The Hulk! The angrier he gets, the better!!
Cheers.... To tight pants!!

Trick Dating

So I've recently come across some of the tricks that guys play to get the girls to go out with them.
I am a fan of the dating game, (a meet-cute, leads to a crush, then date, fall in love and marry... that kinda stuff) but hate that many guys are out their cheating to get girls to fall into relationships; so genuinely nice guys who actually like girls are short handed in such a situation.

Here's the detail of  'The Trick' that guys are using now-a-days. They use this trick not only on single girls, but also on girls who might be in a happy relationship (long-distance or not, doesn't matter). I know guys who have actually done this while they were "supposedly" in a committed relationship with another girl. It is the most commonly used and probably the most effective trick out there being used by guys in colleges (mostly) and is broken down into following steps-

Step 1. They usually go for the girl that they see everyday. Like a classmate in college or a co-worker.

Step 2. They build a friendship with the girl. (No harm in that. Make as many girl-friends as you like. Even I have a healthy number of girls as friends). How they do this? If the girl stays mostly with a group of girls, then the guy will get close to all the girls in the group. He then takes a week or two, choosing the best girl from the group. By 'best' I mean the one he believes is a little less mature and more likely to fall for his trick.

Step 3. They become the girl's best friend. Talking with them every single day for more than a few hours. Getting to know everything there is to know about that girl. Sharing secrets from the start just so the girl will trust them. Even if they are friends with the whole group of girls there is only one girl in the group who knows his secrets (By Chance? No way! Planned move? You bet!). Now personally I don't do that unless I want to be just friends with the girl. Even then I don't share all my secrets too soon. If I have a crush on someone, it is likely that though I would love to talk to them for hours, I don't really get the time to do it often.
Why is this a trick? Bad boys do not make girls their friends. Genuine nice guys though like to be friends with girls will usually have a best friend that is a guy. The guys using this trick have a guy best friend but will become an important part of the girl's daily routine and are not really her best friend. If anything they probably tell everything the girl tells them, to their guy friend and laugh at the stuff together. Really shy guys don't even talk to girls all that much; speaking when spoken to and making acquaintances at the most.

Step 4. Wait till the time the girl starts to love their company so much that she starts missing them if they don't talk to her every day. Its actually not that the girl misses them, its that she starts to wonder why he is suddenly not talking to them as much as he used to. Why would he pull away for no reason what so ever. They've gotten used to their daily talking about their feeling with the guy. Its not the guy they miss, its the guy's ability to listen, his advice giving and caring nature, and the routine. And YES, this nature can be faked by guys; girls can fake other stuff (if you know what I mean) guys can fake-care.

Step 5. This is the main step. When the guy realizes the power he now has he starts to pull away just a little. Like not talking for just a day. This makes the girl crazy. It makes her think why the talks have lessened and all other types of questions. Why in the beginning, no matter how busy he was, he always had time to talk to her about every single thing in his daily life (Not true. He would never tell you everything that goes on in his mind. He will tell you what he thinks he needs to tell you to gain your trust, to make you see he is a nice trustworthy kinda guy.) and why suddenly he is busy these days and doesn't have time to talk.

Step 6. This is when the guy proposes her. It may happen a few days after they became best friends, a few months, or even a year after (at the max). It makes her think. Her reply is usually "I don't wanna ruin our friendship. I just want to be friends with you. You are my best friend etc. etc.". This reply is usually expected by the guy. Unless the feeling is mutual (and genuine) from the start, the guy usually expects this.

Step 7. Now starts the second main step of the trick. He goes out of touch with her. No he doesn't play hard to get. He absolutely refuses to talk to her. Tells her he can't talk to her. Tells her he can't be "just friends" with her anymore. What happens because of this? The girl goes to her girl-friends for advice, and most of them being the emotional beings that girls are, they advice the girl to try and talk to the guy and try and make him her friend again. During the same time the guy is busy putting up "Senti status" on facebook. Sending "senti- smses" to the mutual friends (basically girls) he shares with the girl. This is again a trick! It doesn't matter how long the guy is away. There are chances it may be months before he talks to the girl again (because he knows that whatever the case may be, she will eventually talk to him).

Step 8. The girl talks to the guy, almost pleading him to be "just friends" with her again. He absolutely refuses. Then he slyly says that he will try. No he won't. He's got the same agenda as before- To trick you. So now the girl and the guy start talking again on a daily basis with the same frequency that they shared in the beginning.
The girl thinks it was a phase for the guy. But is wasn't a phase. What the guy has really done so far is:
 a) Became one of the most important part of the girl's life. The girl probably loves the routine, the shoulder always there to cry on, and the ear always ready to listen.
 b) In his absence, made her miss him like crazy. The girl misses all the talking and sharing.
 c) Told her that he likes her as something more than a friend. This ignites confusion in the girl about what she feels for him. Was all the talking they did really love like he says. (I think NOT!)
 d) He pulled away from her because it was too painful for him to be "just" her friend. Bullshit! It makes the girl miss him. Giving her a false sense of love, and confusing her further.
 e) Now that the girl is talking to him again, this means she thinks its okay if he says stuff like "you are mine" or "I hate that guy and how close you are to him" or my personal favorite "That guy is not good for you" in case he sees another guy as a threat, because she thinks he is just expressing himself. He for no apparent reason, out of the blue, sometimes while wishing her a good night, says to her: "I love you" or most likely its varied versions, like: "luv u", "love u", "ILU", "<3" and so on. This makes the girl think about her feelings. She never says it back to the guy. He doesn't expect it and doesn't stop saying it even if she tells him that she doesn't feel the same way. He is busy planning the next move, he doesn't care if you don't say it back right now.

Step 9. The final step in the trick. The Re-Proposal. Taking advantage of all the confusion that he has generated in the girl's mind and the hold he has on her emotionally, and the fact that she wanted to make him talk to her again and pleaded her to be in her life once more, he proposes the girl again. That's right! Even after being rejected by the girl the first time he proposes her. Even after knowing that the girl wants to be just friends with him, he proposes her. And the magic happens. She accepts!

How? What he does is, wait for an opportune moment for the re-proposal. Maybe a parting after college ends, a party where they go together, some where they are alone, or maybe once again over the phone. He tells her some bullshit, the crux of which is, making her believe that "What we have is love and not friendship". This time, the girl accepts. Why?
  1) She thinks it wasn't a phase for him. He must like her to be able to find the courage like this to propose to her again. Bullshit! I could go to any girl and tell her "I love you", and not genuinely mean it and not even give my lie away. In such a situation I would be confident and not nervous at all. A real admission of feeling is one where the guy is nervous, is forced by his best friends to go to the girl, legs becoming water and buckling underneath when saying the actual words and talking to the girl, because there is fear of rejection in his heart, no matter how cool he thinks he is with the ladies (has happened only once with me, not too long ago... Does not apply to bad "douche-bag" boys).
  2) He is telling her the truth because has never lied to her before, right? WRONG! He has always lied to her, she just didn't see it then. She can't differentiate between his lies and his truths because she's never seen him say the truth about his feelings or doesn't want to admit that he would lie to her about his feelings.
  3) He IS her best friend, and all those Bollywood movies she's been watching since childhood have told her that love starts with friendship, right? WRONG! Love starts when the feeling is mutual. NOT when the guy loves her, and she wanted him as a friend for life. She thinks that he means it. And we all know that 'marry the one who loves you, not the one you love'. But the truth is 'marry the one who loves you and whom you love as much in return'.
This is the start of their "relationship", and the end of his "trick". The relationship will end one day. No marriage for them. Break-up is inevitable. It may last a few months, a few years, but it will end. Most likely the day the guy finds a new "target".

The trick is plain. Its simple. Its elegant. And yet it makes me nauseous to see what guys do. They give all guys a bad name. Treat women like objects for all their life and get away with it. They don't suffer after the breakup;the girl does, and she blames all men of being the same. How could you know we are the same if you've only ever met a vermin like this guy? The bad part about this is for the guy who may fall for his best friend, and might be seen as a degenerate if she has previously gone through a similar situation that ended badly.

Cheers to the guys out there that genuinely like a girl and don't play such dirty games to get them and actually have a heart! and I feel your pain Bro! Stay strong, the girl for you is out there, and if you are lucky will not fall for her best-guy-friend's tricks. Keep a lookout if you are in a relationship; There might just be a guy-friend out there who is ready to ruin your happiness with your girl.

Idiots: They live amongst us!

Some people are PURE idiots!! Plain Simple Truth!! No 2 ways about it!!
And I am not talking about the good kind of idiots that were shown in the movie '3 Idiots'. No! I am talking about the NOT retarded, fully functional members of society that don't have an ounce of common sense running through their bodies! (Not taking into account, how good they are in studies)


No matter how much you try to open up their eyes to the reality, they prefer to live in a dreamland!
A place where everything is hunky-dory. Where they get to wear the rose colored glasses over their eyes and forget about the reality of life. Where they think that there exists only light, and no darkness in their fellow human beings.


They never learn from their mistakes! And there is no cure for people who never learn from their mistakes the first time.

Like it is said: Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.
Though I read a version of this quote on twitter which I personally think is better: Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on you again. And stop picking on me, I'm clearly an idiot.


But such people will always be picked on. Its non-debatable. Its simple natural selection. They make the wrong decisions their whole lives and so they will eventually die out. Gullible and impressionable to the core, they run with those who are cunning enough to recognize their lack of common sense, and have all the intentions of using them for their own purposes and on fulfillment of that purpose discarding them as damaged human beings to fend for themselves in the big bad world. And yet, these gullible creatures fall into the hands of either the same cunning master manipulator again, or some other bigger, better, manipulator of such fickle minds.

The best way to keep your own sanity, when coming in contact with such people, is to let them live in their own world, and never think about their well being. Forget about them completely if you can, the sooner the better. Such people cannot change. They have the maturity of a 3 year old and there is no point trying to help them grow up. It will take time and effort on your part to try and show them the truth about the world, to try and make them grow up but the end result will still be what it was before you started helping them. So all your work goes down the drain and the amount of knowledge that goes into their brain amounts to ZERO.

It is my opinion that when people want to commit suicide (figuratively of course... in a way where they do not recognize a bad situation even if it is happening with them for the 10th time and head into that situation with a completely empty mind), and you have done all you can to prevent it, and they still want to do it, then it is better to let them do it and not stop them.


There is no way to make them understand, no way to make them see the reality, no way to make them face the harshness of it, because (you guessed it) they are IDIOTS! And so cannot comprehend any advice you might have to offer such lost souls.

Stay Safe!
Stay Clear of Idiots!
Stay Happy!

International Love

So I hear the "International Love" song all the time. Don't get me wrong I like the song, but the lyrics?

"You put it down like New York City, I never sleep!

Wild like Los Angeles, My fantasy!

Hotter than Miami, I feel the Heat!

ohohhohhh.... It's Intenational Love!" 

New York City, Los Angeles, and Miami. Together they don't even cover the whole of USA, how is this song supposed to be about "International" Love?! And every time I heard it recently, I couldn't help but picture this in my mind (and so I created it):

Death... It makes me weird

Hearing the news of death of a friend's family member always leaves me speechless.
Me: Hey, where you been, haven't heard from you in a week.
Friend says: so and so member of my family died.  Did you finish that thing you were doing?


What do I say to the friend after that?
Do I make him/her feel better by sitting with them and talking about it?
Or do I offer my condolences and make them feel better by cheering them up with jokes? Is dark-humor (jokes about death and stuff) appropriate at such a time?


Let's look at some of the options that you have, that people generally use at such a time, to make their friends feel better-
"I'm sorry for your loss"- Why would I be sorry? I didn't kill them! I'm not guilty of anything, nor do I have a guilty conscience relating to the matter, so why would I apologize? (people use the word sorry quite liberally these days, I don't get why that is! I almost never use it!). I don't even know if the friend is sorry for his or her own loss... maybe they weren't that close to the relative, and haven't even seen or talked to them in years. Maybe they are sociopaths who don't even feel sad when a relative dies and just mentioned the death to me in passing. You never know! How well could you know a friend, really?
"That's sad"- For you, not me, so do I make a sad face when I say this or do I smile reassuringly (and awkwardly) hoping that it cheers them up too. 
If they happen to mention some other topic of discussion along with the death, do I just skip over the news of death and talk, concentrating on the other topic?


So many questions going over in my mind. Can't decide what to do or say. So I just say, "Oh damn! too bad! How do you feel?". This seems to take the pressure off of me, and puts it on them. Now they gotta tell me if they feel sad or not. That way I can know if they are sociopaths or not. If they are actually sad, I get to know that jokes would probably not be a good idea. And that I need to cheer them up. And if they are not affected by the death, then I can probably make some jokes about death in general (sometimes I have a dark sense of humor, which I enjoy... other times I just have a normal sense of humor, that I use to make people laugh), or completely skip the topic and chat about something else.
But till I ask the question "How do you feel?" there's always an awkward pause and silence in the air, for fear that something inappropriate will slip out of my mouth without my knowledge. And that silence is what makes the whole situation weird.


P.S.- A really amazing girl (who is like my personal kryptonite... in a good way of course. Its not like over-exposure to her will eventually kill me, its just that I lose some of my "superpowers" in front of her.) told me recently, after reading the posts on this blog, that I should filter my thoughts more. Oh! and that I write well. And that my English is better than most guys ;) you won't believe the smile I had on my face at that time :P But I digress... 
Actually I do, I think at least 3 times before I speak; because of which some people know me as the brooding type. I don't like to lie, so when people ask me something I have to decide whether to tell them the truth, or just keep my mouth shut and try to successfully change the topic. But when the situation demands immediate responses, I sometimes forget to filter out my thoughts and say what ever comes to my mind first. Some people, because of this, know me as a person who speaks his mind, and doesn't lie.
I'm a bundle of contradictions, and its all weird!

Ciao!!!
Till next time.
(By which I mean till the time I get a new weird thought like this one. Or have one of those amazing bike accidents I enjoy so much. Whichever comes first.)